I will never be able to forgive myself for what I have done to you tonight.

We had one of our fights I am so sorry.

I don't know if I can forgive myself for letting you down.

You mean the world to me.

If I would have left and never came back what would have you done?

Would you find someone else to take my place?

Would you isolate yourself from the world?

I don't know what has been wrong with me lately it feels like the littles things piss me off and some one has taken over my whole body.

I remember the very first night I stayed the night we sat on the couch and u begged your parents for quarter posps and we went and bought like five each.

I remember that night I fell asleep in your arms on the couch.

You woke me up with a gentle kiss on the forehead.

And you said honey its time for bed.

I miss nights like that!

Once In a while I want you to hold me and tell me that everything will be alright.

I will miss you if you ever go away...

I love you and I always will.

I wish you could promise me you will be here forever.

But you can't.

But I can promise to never treat u bad like you did I love you!

I am very happy where I am living right now... Even though I miss everyone at home!  How is everyone... Mary, Dug? Amber.....

I miss you.....

Keep in touch and i will give u my address to write me!!